Wow my first entry since, forever.

LIFE UPDATES:

OK so graduate na me kaya forever free na ako from all the things i hate about college specially the stressful social stuff which is really what sucks about school. School stuff = kakayanin, social troubles = omgiwanttoslashmywristggqqwtfbbq. Ateneo kasi eh! The Center for Peer Pressure!!!

On May 16, i start my work at PAL as an aircraft technical engineer. i REALLY WANTed this job and thank god i got it. but i dunno, i never knew that you could be so excited about something yet dread the day it comes. i wan to work but i want to bum!! damn!! i wanna watch the pussycat dolls concert!!!!!! JAI HOOOOO OH OH OH OH!!!

Meron ako ngayon bagong super ultra mega hyper thunder secret crush. dammit. my SUMHT secret crushes never turn out to be the really really freaking hot girls because they don't have what really turns me on. and really, most girls dont have it. this new one has a lot of it and ddaaayyyyuuummmm om nom nom nom nom. her major hotness comes from the fact that she understands the joy of video games. OMG the geek in me is so turned on HAHA. weaknees ko talaga ang video game playing girls. kahit ano pa man na video game, dota, mmorpgs, console games, etc. kaya ang hilig ko sa eb dati nung nagaadik ako sa mmorpg eh haha. anyway this new one also has another hotness source which i wont dare write in here hahaha. unfortunately, like all my SUMHT crushes, she has a boyfriend. BOO DAT.

ok tapos na yung torrent ko next time ulet haha =) i missed blogging!

SOBRANG NAKAKATAWA TO HAHAHAHA

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	MONDAY	TUESDAY	WEDNESDAY	THURSDAY	FRIDAY
7:30	TCOM 151 LECTURE - A		TCOM 151 LECTURE - A		TCOM 151 LECTURE - A
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9:30	TCOM 122 LECTURE - A		TCOM 122 LECTURE - A		TCOM 122 LECTURE - A
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10:30	TCOM 151 LABORATORY – A1	TCOM 143 - A		TCOM 143 - A
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hopfully makuha ko yan. 61 naman random number ko eh hehe. still thinking about moving tcom122 lab to wednesday at the same time slot. but that would mean a 4hr break. hhmmm..

nakakainis.

di ako nakalabas nung friday night or nung weekend kasi nasprain ng sobra yung left knee ko =(

gggrrr.

basketball sucks.

pero actually kelangan ko yun kasi sobrang totoo ng stamina ko.

wala na kong ibang ginawa kundi perfect world, magic, tulog, "aral".





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hhmm

i think things are starting to get ok.

i hoped that this moment would come.

well hindi pa sha fully nandyan pero it's showing.

sana lang. sana. para lahat masaya.





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OK

alam kong lahat ng tao ay entitled to be EMO

pero tangina

kelangan ba talaga ganyan para ipakita mo samin na OMG BROKEN HEART HUHUHUHU SLASH MY WRIST NOW emo ka

GETS NA NAMEN OK?

it's getting ridiculous

or baka naman gusto mo na pinaguusapan ng mga tao ang pagiging emo mo para pinaguusapan ka

tipong "aawww kawawa naman si __________ =( "

i think you enjoy this emo moment of yours

iba ang feeling no?

(haha ang sama ko)

taena

imba!

And I hate how much I love want you girl
I cant stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love want you girl
But I just cant let you go
But I hate that I love want you so

One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me
And your kiss wont make me weak





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seryoso sana magkaboyfriend ka na.

parang awa mo na.

shet ako si mr. repression.

ang galing kong magrepress ng aking emotions.

kahit na sobrang gustong gusto ko na ang isang tao, kayang kaya ko i-hold lahat yun sa loob ko.

as in repressed.

pero merong mga moments na nagleleak out sha.

merong by chance lang or minsan talagang ginagawa ko.

parang isang water balloon na sobrang nakasquueze na.

pag nilagyan mo ng maliit na butas magjejet out yung tubig ng sobra.

tapos sobrang mahahalata mo.

or baka hindi kasi pwede shang maconfuse sa flirting lang kasi sobrang malandi ako haha.

dati kay karla ganto rin yun eh.

nirepress ko yun starting 2nd year kasi alam ko sobrang walng pag-asa yun ang taray kasi eh parang nangangain ng lalake HAHA.

pero nung nagkachance pumutok haha.

tae.

this could be bad kasi im starting to feel na nassqueeze na ako haha.

shit.

dont pull others down to push yourself up.

OK?

napagod strength ata ako kanina eh.

make love not war!

im a love man.

salamat sa mga nagbigay saken ng one-liner haha

eto yung kinalabasan hihi

Like sushi, Mark is a whole meal wrapped in one package. His mouth-watering exterior blends perfectly with his sweet and spicy filling. He is a comical genius and a living proof that a smile can be contagious. He is a mysterious clown whose wackiness and antics creep into your heart and make it smile. His cheerful, carefree and child-like nature can crack up a serious atmosphere in an instant.

 

Although he may be the quirkiest person you'll find in Ateneo, he can be the most serious man if he needs to be. This joker is the person you can depend on when the world seems to turn its back on you. He is a charismatic enigma, the type of person Santa might have trouble about giving a gift on Christmas Eve because he would have a hard time deciding if he’s naughty or nice.

sobrang bitin pala yung 15 lines grabe haha.

pero i tried my best to squeeze in lahat ng mga nasabi saken.

again salamat.

fave ko yung santa one-liner ni bene haha panalo.

hhmm

kelangan ko pa pala gumawa ng write-up.

tae.

kanino kaya ako pwede mag pagawa.

hhhmmm.

alam ko na haha may naisip nakong write-up.

write-up #1:

Mark Runas is.

dammit its so philosohical I LURVE it.

shet i just used LURVE kill me now.

write-up #2:

| Mark | Noel | Cruz | Runas |

literally you have to read between the lines.

dammit its so great.

alin kaya dyan sa dalawang yan.

hmmm

alam ko na.

gamitin ko na lang yung write-up ko nung high school tapos gagawin kong pangcollege haha.

asan na ba yun...

haha eto c/o karlalu:

MARK NOEL CRUZ RUNAS

Nickname: “Mark”

 

I-Jade

II-Adelfa

III-Strontium

IV-Charm

 

Mark is one of the most well-known students of Batch 2004 because he can’t seem to stop amusing everyone. His wacky and playful personality never fails to steal both his classmates and teachers’ attention. From crazy dance stunts to top-of-the-lungs singing antics, he makes the class end up in hysterics. His jokes can be so corny that people can’t help but laugh because of the plain absurdity. He comes up with a long list of friends because of his colorful and likeable character and his irresistible charm.

 

People are surprised when they find out that behind the devious smile lies the serious side of Mark. It’s amazing he can be lively one minute but quiet the next. Though he looks like a shallow person to some, he gets lost in deep thought when he wants to. Ironically, this “people-person” can be secretive to others that people only wonder how he’s talkative yet enigmatic. He knows when to fool around and be jokingly boastful, but knows when to stop.

 

When it comes to abilities and talents, Mark definitely has a large share. Aside from being naturally inclined to making others laugh, he certainly got the moves. He also excels in all the sports of his interest, especially basketball. He is extremely smart, both in academics and in life. He’s gifted with the ability to balance everything around him. He can be exceptionally successful in the things he puts his heart in. He’s a person who will go very far, bet on it.



hhhmmm...

ill go very far pala eh haha.

SANA.

yan may write-up nako!

pero mag-aapply pa kaya to sa college life ko.

wala naman atang naka"find out" nung aking serious side behind my devious smile sa college eh.

nobody dared.

haha.

o well.

bahala na mangungulit na lang ako ng isang tao para gawin write-up ko haha.

now kelangan ko pa ren problemahin creative pic ko.

hhmm...

takte

kanina nagpagupit ako sa reyes hair cutters. ang tagal ko nang hindi nagpapagupit dun kasi sa bench fix na ko nagpapagupit. NAKS ELITE.

tapos taena bagong bading na naman yung nandun. ewan ko kung bago sha pero hindi ko sha narerecognize.

alam ko lang na hindi sha yung dating bading na gumupit saken at hinihingi yung number ko.

taena i was HARASSED GAYISHLY once again.

hawak sha ng hawak sa mukha ko at totoong kelangan niyang haploshaplosin ang gwapo kong pagmumukha.

tanong pa ng tanong ng mga RELEVANT things. san kayo nagaaral sir?? anong year ka na??? POTA. 

TAENA.

tapos sobrang tagal niya kong ginugupitan.

nauna pang natapos yung katabi ko eh mga 10 mins ako nauna sa kanya magpagupit.

taena is there no perk in being a gay magnet.

hay.

tapos ang noob pa niya gumupit kasi sinasabi ko pa sa kanya lahat ng kelangan niyang gawin ampffff.

kainis tae.

pero buti na lang maayos naman kinalabasan.

nakatiming kasi tong pagpapagupit ko sa date ng pictorial ko sa grad pic haha.

merong time na my hair is at its best at sinasakto ko yun haha.

ok time to finish my worst-ever lab rep.

hay

dapat nagaaral ako eh tangina.

peste big mistake ang ECE tangina.

hayyyy...

ang lungkot pa.

wala akong kaclose sa ECE.

as in close.

wala atang nakakakilala talaga saken sa ECE eh.

di tulad nung sa pisay.

sobrang dame ko kaclose.

babae man o lalake.

haayyy...

matatapos ang 5 years ko sa ECE ng ganto.

loser.

amp.

kaya nga nagpapahanap ako kay med kaibigan na pwede kong kaclose eh haha.

ok ang mga bading nakakatawa sila haha.

kaya nga favorite ko ang blog ni med kasi sobrang nakakatawa.

ok sila maging close friend basta wala silang hidden desire na gapangin ako hahaha.

hhhmm onga no ok maging close friend si med.

kaso baka ma-in love ako dun.

HAHA.

JOKE LANG.

hay.

pota bat di pa ren ako nagaaral.

sige na nga aral na.

tuloy ko na lang to bukas haha.

I love listening to a woman. Her mind is the most erotic creation there is. I could just eat her brain. A teacher, a student, I need to know what makes her tick, what makes her day. Who is she, who is she? Why oh Why?

I relish in her pleasure. Her pleasure is mine. I love pleasuring her. I love her orgasms, and how it outnumbers mine.

I love women so deeply that I am beguiled by her charms, my cavernous longing for her spread to others. Is it possible at all to love many equally? Is love selective? Love does discriminate, yet even so, I have loved many, and so have I love all those that came before. And long after we had run our courses, I love them still. I ran to their arms, and we made love till our body, our spirits have become an eternal flame.

She is my master. She captivates. I want to enter her mind, her soul, her skin, her bones, her muscles, her hair, her eyes. I’d like to swim in her veins. I’d like to fuse our soul together so tightly while lying together into the calmness of the dawn, that I become her, and she becomes me.

For everyday it consumes my soul loving women. The gratifying rapture I received from lying with her, the passion for her overwhelms me, she, douses my desires just enough to not quench my unending thirst.

I love how a woman smile when she gaze. Her giggle on my faux pass, slip-ups, blunders, and goofs. Her laughter echoing my silliness.

I love how she held her sumptuous breast despite the tragedy that befalls us.

I love her wrinkling nose, her light punch on my shoulder, the light tap on my belly, the jump on my back.

I love how she saw a different version of myself even though I’m too sure of who I am.

I love her natural self. How she didn’t have to be a supermodel to be with me. How she rubs her skin to mine whatever her body type maybe. Of how she doesn’t have to use whitening lotion, or how her hair doesn’t have to be silky straight or how she doesn’t have to buy expensive clothes to be with me – how she doesn’t have to pretend.

I love how sure she is of herself. Her fervor, fire, and passion. How she knows what she wants, her ambitions, her dreams, and how fervent her chasing. How she doesn’t have to pretend to be dumb, just to feed my ego.

I love our argument, whether it ends up in laughter or not.

I love what she can give at that time, and nothing else.

I love how she didn’t encroach my space, but love it also when she encroached it.

I love how she gave up her boyfriend/husband for me and how she always looks enthralled in my presence.

I love both her activeness and her passiveness. How sometimes she likes to be on top, and how sometimes she likes to be at the bottom.

I love how she doesn’t need to prove something to me - I love her because and despite of her.

I love it when she calls me because she needs me. I love her insecurities, and how swift she picks herself up after my constant reassurance, how her tears fall on my shoulders, the tenderness of her sighs.

I love how her stress evanescence because of my I love yous, my massaging of her back, my shampooing of her hair, my humming of her favorite song, my putting in her mouth her favorite chocolates.

I love it when I say something true about her, and she can take it with a smile.

I love it when she tells a story of other men just to get me jealous. How she wants me to be loyal to her even though she has a boyfriend, husband or even though she is a girlfriend’s bestfriend.

I love how she keeps me on my toes, always changing. I love how I kept deciphering what’s on her mind, how her labyrinth stretches to the abyss.

I love her bitchiness, her crankiness, craziness, the fawning, the secrets, the schemes.

I love how she always asks me if she’s fat, if I love her, or if I have no other.

I love how she looks when she sleeps. I love our staring and gazing on those delicious silent nights - how her eyes say a thousand and more. I love how she knew what’s on my mind, her beguiling hesitations.

I love how her heartbeat sounds when her breast pressed mine. I love her reprimanding voice, her moaning orgasmic voice, her teasing voice. The warmth of her breath as she pronounces my name whispering in my ears.

I love how she dance, how her hips sways.

I love how my skin blends with her skin, like the river kissing the sea.

I love a woman’s fingers when it brushed my body, pulsating, taking a life of its own. It breathes, it rises and falls, until everything else fades, and her touch becomes the universe itself.

I love her lips, her neck, her thighs, her sparse pimples, and the wetness between her legs as it brushed my thighs.

I love the smell, the taste of her sweat, the aroma of her vagina. I love the taste of her saliva.

I love the hair between her thighs.

I loved, love and will love women till I am no more.

Throughout my life, I have been accused by people who viewed my desires as dangerous, peeking at their tiny keyhole, abhoring me for loving women too much. Am I then to feel sorry for being too fond of you, am I to exile myself from my nature and limit my time spent pleasuring you? Yes, that I love you too much, that I am honored to stand in your presence, that I relished, basked, and delight at your glow, for wanting and needing you I plead guilty.

But how could I not love you? Here in this water where I sleep, you made me write a thousand and one stumbling lyrics about and for you, sketch a million more that of which flows from your folds everyday for the rest of eternity, but even here, I could do no justice to you, for you are the most graceful, delectable, elegant, endearing, charming, enchanting presence here on this heaven on earth.



by someone.

dapat may isusulat nako dito sa blog

kaso something came up

and suddenly ayaw ko na

kasi ayaw kong maging kontrabida

ayaw kong ako yung kontrabida sa fantasy/dreams ng isang tao

at ayaw ko tong maging issue

dahil mashado nang maraming issue ngayon

so i'll sum it up in one line

 

 

 

i was blown away.

i got this mula sa multiply ni daphne.

List (20) things you want to say to 20 people but know you never will. Don't say who they are.

1. ikaw ang pinakaLOSER na taong kilala ko sa buong mundo. mayabang pero walang mapagmamayabang. kunwari may alam sa isang topic kahit na wala tapos pag nahuling walang alam gagawa ng palusot. puro pa-cool eh mas gwapo pa paa ko sa mukha mo. say something intelligent/insightful and original for once in your life ok. ang swerte ng mga tao sa mundo kasi andito ka kaya ngayon alam nilang hindi na sila pwedeng maging pinakaLOSER na tao sa buong mundo kasi ikaw na yun. nakuha mo pre?

2. patikim ng pinya!

3. alam mo bang nasilipan na kita accidentally? sana accidentally nga HAHA. nakita ko yung KALIWA. HAHA. now my face will await your closed fist flying at 100 miles per hour. SPALAKAG! aksi... den.... te... swear.... sana....

4. you know why i don't go for it? kasi mashado kang mabait para sakin. hindi mo ko kakayanin. ayaw kitang pilitin gumawa ng mga bagay na hindi ka willing gawin.

5. tangina bakit ganun yung amoy nyang ano mo?! AMBAHO? BABAE KA BANG TALAGA??!

6. sabi ko sayo ok lang yun, pero sa totoo nasaktan ako.

7. i wanna fuck you. you already know. i wanna fuck you. gym-pa-ya my love, gym-pa-ya.

8. IKAW ISA KA PA. sasabihin ko din sayo yung #4.

9. if i had handled things differently, sobrang masaya kasi TAYO.

10. ang biggest regret ng buhay ko, pinagpalit kita sa isang walang kwentang bagay. at sobrang late ko narealize na walang kwenta yun at sobrang ikaw yung mahalaga para sakin.

11. aminin mo na kasi. mas obvious ka pa sa obvious eh.

12. HUBAD!

13. TUWAD!

14. gusto ko friends lang talaga tayo. sobrang OK kang kaibigan pero di na yun lalampas pa dun.

15. ANG GANDA NG PAA MO. TEKA HANAPIN KO LANG KUNG SAAN NALAGLAG YUNG BRIP KO.

16. tangina sobrang nahohorny ako pag lumalapit ka sakin. kasi ang kinis mo ambango mo juicy mo pa. kahit yang kilikili mo kakainin ko ng buhay hanggang sa mamatay. (insert #12 then #13)

17. tangina muntik nakong na-in love sayo.

18. kung umamin ka lang sana. secretly m.u. pala tayo nung mga panahon na yon. ikaw kasi walang signals whatsoever ampota.

19. tangina nakakatorpe ka. ganun ka kalupit. umuurong yung ano ko. yun.

20. masaya ako kasi masaya ka.

tae bat ganto.

nalulungkot ako.

hindi ako masaya.

down time tangina.

ewan ko kung baket.

parang walang rason para maging masaya.

tangina eto yung mga panahon na nangangati ako magkagirlfriend eh.

pota.

i hope this feeling doesn't last long.

ang loser.

delikado tong feeling na to na desperate ako magkagirlfriend tangina.

SLAP ME MEGAN FOX.

Current Mood: loser ko

well its my secret at least hoho.

after blog hopping mejo napareflect ako. medyo lang naman. ang emo kasi masyado ng mga tao.

meron akong sort of "style" sa aking social interactions

parang deliberately pinapakita ko sa mga tao yung mga kagaguhan ko, as in lantaran yung mga kademonyohan ko.

tipong pag pinadescribe mo ko sa isang tao, alam ko na kung ano yung mga sasabihin nya.

gago, lokoloko, tamad, user, kupal, nakakapikon, mayabang, GWAPO, etc.

and i expect them to say it. i know that they'll say it.

since ganun ang tingin saken ng mga tao, nararamdaman ko na hindi sila madidisappoint sakin ng malupit pag may nagawa akong mali or pagkukulang kasi alam naman nilang ako ay gago, lokoloko, tamad, user, kupal, nakakapikon, mayabang, GWAPO, etc.

i feel comfortable that i won't disappoint people or something like that.

tapos its "easier" to impress them when i do something good or nice.

gets ba???

i'd rather have people saying "wow runas ikaw ba yan ang bait mo ah"

than "putangina runas bakit mo ginawa yang kagaguhan na yan"

id rather stick with what they say now "si runas yan eh"

o deba.

malay ko kung bakit ganyan ako. eh ganyan talaga eh.





tae ang emo ng mga tao hoho.

i wish i had reason to be emo.

ang hirap talga kausapin ng mga ECE.

haha pero anyway wala naman ako magagawa.

hindi sila as open as nung mga kabonding ko nung high school.

or baka naman masyado lang talagang lantaran ang mga tao sa pisay!!!!

well mas gusto naman yung ganun kaya mas attached ako sa mga HS friends.

owell.

namimiss ko lang kasi yung may nakakausap ako ng hardcore kahit ano pwede tapos masaya.

SIMPLY IRRESISTIBLE





may crush ako haha.



sa ECE WOW imagine that.



yun yung nakakagulat eh sa ECE haha.



you'll never know who.